Saturday, February 17, 2007
hellohhs laaas.gawsh, i'm too boredd laas.i'm fed up laas.i tried editing my friendster profile but it just wont change anything.fuckk laarhs.so just add up pictures in my profile.so now, chatting with qee, and adiil.shared stories with qee, alwaes. heheh.fun fun.den adiil send me this one particular video.he asked me to watch it, but i asked ferst wad is it about.den he say, not for the faint hearted.so, i'd better dont watch or else i'll get asthma attack i guess.and awwww, he still havent chat with me. )):so todae, wake up at 10+.checked my hp, but didnt receive any smses. ):sadd laa, the whole dae of ytd, i checked my hp every 10 mins to see if deres any sms.but dont have.dats sooo sad okay?so had breakfast. den relax2.den called atiqah as she want me to call her.so, chit chatt with her about stuffs, SAD STUFFS. )):den went to bathe.and siap2, and i'm off to tuitionn.andd i'm oh-so-lethargic at tuitionn.i'm like half-asleep laa.and for the ferst time everr, i dont talk much.after tuitionn, took 39 home with gerald.its raining, and i keep on staring those water droplets.gawsh.den reached home, eat.granny come over. sleeping over at my house dont know how long.den went out with sis to west plaza.saw nana and her mom while we're crossing the road.so nana followed us to ntuc and aunt went to my house ferst.bought some stuffs. den i bought choc, sweets.denn nana treat me ice cream. ((:thankss sayangg.denn bleahs3.shared stories widd nana.snapped some pics togederr.den bleahs, she went home.so i went online.and went online already, i'm sooo bored.and fucking hell laas.i'm sooo stressed up.i admit, i like youu okay?omg laa. i wish you know dat. understandd?so, i didnt even receive any sms from him. )):and we didnt even chatt.i'm just waiting for him to start a conversation okay.or maybe he's also waiting for me to start a conversation?or maybe he doesnt even bother anymore??!pleeeeaseee laaas, i like youu okay.i wish youu know who youu are.i cant live like dis. dis is soo killing me.i'm off. i'd better get some sleep.' ' 'syakrazy-.i wishh i'm pretty. so dat i cann do it. i can have everything, of course, revenge.i wishh i wasn't stucked in this one-sided love. i wishh i can have the love i want. 'cause i've been falling for guys i cant have all this time, and its torturing me. and i wishh dat, if i cant have all i wishedd for, i wish i'm dead. 'cause its the best way to end all this.its like living in a world of darkness, alone, finding a light for guidance.i'm better of dead, right?
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